I got to work super-late today because (well, I did go to sleep late, around 3), but mainly because I was having these wonderful dreams around the time I woke up.
I got up two or three times, but decided to continue with the dreams. So completely ignored my alarm clock(s).
In one of the dreams, I had met up with one of my old exes, Matthew, and we started reconnecting and it felt really nice. And then the dream shifted to this random outdoor music festival in Miami. And my roommate Chris was there, and also my brother. But at some point this guy came by and surprised me. And emotionally/mentally it felt like it was that same ex, but physically it was someone I’ve never even seen before.
I remember the physical part because he was taller than me, and it felt nice to be hugged and treated like that by someone bigger than me for a change. It’s nice to feel like you can be protected and taken care of every once in a while. Jeff Buckley was playing in the stage behind us, and the guy had some work to do so I went off to watch the show, but I remember him grabbing me back to give me a kiss before I left and “Mojo Pin” was playing in the background. And it just made me feel so safe and nice. And happy. And I was just watching him and can feel myself having this huge grin on my face. And then I woke up humming that Jeff Buckley tune.
And now I’m at work. And slightly lovelorn.
My dreams are great, and cruel.